it was actually, good.

the concert ended on a rather despondent note, both figuratively and literally, but on the whole i thought the music was strange and wonderful, in a good way. and on a personal scale it was good for me because i didnt break down into a bundle of nerves even if i didnt sing at my best, it wasnt terrible either and i was happy with it, and happy that the music had, through me, the capacity to leave others moved. after all we as humans only strive to be recognised and acknowledged and that is what drives us on to do all that we do. to be loved by others, that's what we are made to do. 

however,

the next time and next next time and next next next time i need to make sure that my uniform is crease-free :(



my bunny post-its! from cotton candy island, which i couldnt resist showing to each and everybody, and squealing, "isnt this soooo cute?!" *cue flip to black ninja bunny post-it and beam at fore-mentioned person*



the photographer has talent! 



stage lights.



"Albert And The Altos". 



score studying and revision



sweet :)



the Byrd people



pre-concert prep,



vampire lipstick and attack of the bulbous foreheads :X



dressing table in the midst of dressing up



<3



haaaaps.


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and Daddy held a roast suckling pig party at home the other day HAHA. how often do you roast a suckling pig in your front yard? answer: it was the first time, the last time we did it, it was on the roof terrace -.-









it was yummy though :D crispyyyyyyyy.


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i still have two and a half pages of comic to color :( but i am nowhere near completing (barely started) them and i think i should ask for an extension for my own sanity. 

anyway.

they say the devil finds mischief in idle hands. idle hands, i have not and i feel so fully occupied every second of the day (though, YZ isnt very happy about it) and it's actually a good feeling minus the mental/physical stress. how i wish everyone saw it my way. 



Series 7 is up here :) http://thevelvetdolls.livejournal.com/6843.html



<3 this dress! 


& this combi, of the topshop-inspired nautical blazer, the panel bandage skirt and the chiffon tunic in wine, all of which i kept one piece for myself <3


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YAY!
am looking forward to DTF tomorrow :) but first i need to mad rush around to settle everything!

can't believe i've been awake from 6am to 2am and all i ate was (a really huge macdonalds) breakfast at 9am, followed by random pieces of leftover suckling pig (no longer crispy zzz) and a cup of KOI honey green tea with aiyu courtesy of Gina ( i still need to pay her back)

ok, i think i need to sleep! this is a rather cryptic and disjointed entry.